it is me?

I'm not happy.
I'm sad.
and I've got no one.

if only i could tell you everything that I'm feeling and you'd understand.

alone.

I learned to never to show true emotions to anyone, even if their close to you.
I learned to live my life on my own and no longer for people.
I learned to be happy even in the most awful, crappy situations.
I learned to restrain myself from saying the things that might hurt those that I care about.

all because I live a life of my own and when you think someone's there for you, no one is truly there.

You don't have to pretend to like me anymore,

I had enough cherries to last me a lifetime.
and as perfect I may seem to You,
one day You'd realized that those were all flaws.

take me away.

the perfect sunday afternoon spent.

ice-cream, chocolates and a good book. that's all i want for now.